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1) Have you ever had a song written about you? Cory says when hes alone in Lucas' garage, he sings songs about me :)
3) What song makes you cry? Celeste Prince- Wherever you are
4) What song makes you happy? Beenie Man- Dude Remix
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? Enya
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'3"
HAIR COLOR: Brown on one side, blonde on the other
SKIN COLOR: White
EYE COLOR: Green
PIERCINGS: Ears
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Turquoise cheer shorts
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Finch- Ender
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Cory
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Kinda hot
HOW ARE YOU?: Sleepy
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: No
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: No
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: My Mom I do
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Its alright
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: The Real World, Plastic Surgery shows, The OC
CONDITIONER: Biosilk
MAGAZINE: Cosmo
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Dr.Pepper
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Smirnoff Ice
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: See my BayBay, and go out with Kelsi
BAND or GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Twista, Enya, Sarah Mclachlan
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: Yes
WENT TO JAIL: Yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Yes
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Yes, and it was when I was little with my friend Shauna...weird huH!
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Um yeah
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: No, but sometimes i get urges to
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: No
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yes
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: No
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: No
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: Yes
GIRLFRIEND: No
SEXUALITY: Straight yo
CHILDREN: Someday
CURRENT CRUSH: CORY, Cory, CoRy
BEEN IN LOVE?: Twice
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yes
BEEN HURT?: Yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: 2 Words... SHAWN DUNNEM
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: Yeah
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: No, I need one
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: A Mix with Rap and R&B
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Black lol
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Singing
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Cory, and my friends
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Mario Winans
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Ashley, Kelsi, La'Sha
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: Watch Movies, have sex, go out with Kelsi, and Be with Cory, and sometimes his friends too :)
WHO DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: One Word..... CORY!
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: Today
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Sheesh I dunno
THING YOU PURCHASED: I gave Cory money for a Pop Up Card
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Chapelle Show
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Last time I went to the movies, we didnt watch a movie, and just looked for the emptiest theatre, and ended up in LOTR
y o u r/ t h o u g h t s /o n
ABORTION: Do what u gotta do, I HATE what they do, but its just life
TEENAGE SMOKING: Ridiculous, everyone tries it to be like everyone else, so i think its for followers
SPICE GIRLS: Stupid annoying girls
DREAMS: FUN
DEATH: I use to want it, but now, Im scared of it, cuz where do u go after? Cuz Forver is a LONGGGGGG time.
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[10 Apr 2004|02:35pm] |
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Well Hi. I just got done painting my nails, and I get really frusturated when I do that, cuz I ALWAYS mess them up. WHATEVER.
So last night I hung out with Ms Kelsi Jeanne... Gerdy Gerdy Germdrerps! HAHA! We just hung out at her house, and went to Sonic! Man I think last night was Laugh at everything night or something, cuz I couldnt stop lauging at ANYTHING. It was weird. We were like eating food without our teeth, I dunno how to explain it. HAH Kels your the BEST. Then the night before that we went over to Marios, and his dog had puppies, and their so tiny! Next time I go to his house, Im gunna steal one... I MEAN... Then tonight Im hanging out with Cory and Lucas and I dunno who else! I think were going swimming maybe? I dont know what were gunna do! WOOT! I really wanna drink, but I dunno if its worth it, cuz I get SO sick, like INCREDIBLY sick, cuz alcohol doesnt work well with my medications...
My Cousins in Iraq and I hope he doesnt die.
BYE!
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| I Love you Cory |
[09 Apr 2004|04:11pm] |
Every time i look at you, the world just melts away
all my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections
you've seen me at my weakest yet you take me as I am
and when i fall you offer me a softer place to land
you stay the course
you hold the line
you keep it all together
you're the one true thing i know i can believe in
you're all the things that i desire
you save me
you complete me
you're the one true thing i know i can believe in
i get mad so easy, but you give me space to breathe
no matter what i say or do cause you're too good to fight about it
even when i have to push just to see how far you'll go
you won't stoop down to battle me, you never turn to go
Love is just the antidote
nothing else can cure me
there are times I cant decide
when i can't tell up from down
you make me feel less crazy, otherwise i'd drown
but you pick me up and brush me off and tell me i'm okay
and sometimes that's just what we need to get us through the day
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[05 Apr 2004|05:28pm] |
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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
...Select the type of paving you want to use, All four Types...
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
The wall
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Viva La Bam last night with Cory
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
6:20
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
5:30
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Tom Brokaw on TV, I just turned it on and thats what was there, it said NEWS WITH TOM BROKAW
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
Getting out of the car after getting Jack In The Box, and taking Cory La'Sha and Mike In N Out
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
Icons
9: What are you wearing?
A Matching outfit, like those sweat ones, its orange from American Eagle
10: Did you dream last night?
Yeah I forgot tho
11: When did you last laugh?
I dont know!
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A Cross, paint?
13: Seen anything weird lately?
Ummmm yeah I saw a weird guy walking by Fry's, he looked like maybe a pedofile molestor
14: What is the last film you saw?
Wrong Turn
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
A Car
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Im not nice.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Racism
19: Do you like to dance?
SURE!
20: George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?
I hope so... i mean.
21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
... Carmen
21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
... Elijah
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
This is really embarrasing, cuz I dont know what that means.
I LOVE YOU CORY!
Btw, I dont have to go to the classes till next WEEK! WOOOOO
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[05 Apr 2004|03:29pm] |
By The Way...
I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND EVER.
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
HES THE BEST THERE IS.
I love you Cory!
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[05 Apr 2004|02:50pm] |
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I honestly hate Computers. My computer always is getting messed up, and its makin me go nuts. Oh well, what can you do huh.
I am so fuckin sick of school I can barely take it. I hate waking up so early in the morning, to go to something thats a HUGE waste of my time. I only go to school cuz I have to, cuz I dont do my homework, and I dont listen. I would rather be doing something else, lifes too short to sit in 7 classes for an hour each and every day, to learn NOTHING. lol.
So this week Im hanging out with Kelsi alot, since I havent in a LONG time. Usually we only hang out on week nights, but Thursday and Friday night were gunna go out, hopefully if she doesnt have work! Then I can finally meet all the people she tells me about from Desert Ridge! Its weird tho, cuz I wanna meet Kelsi's people, but I HATE meeting Corys people, and he gets mad, cuz I never really wanna meet anyone he wants me to meet, its probably cuz everytime he wants me to meet them, Im wearing no makeup and my pajamas! Bleaahhhahhaha. Sorry Baby.
Guess What I just remembered, only like 34 more days of school left! Thats not too bad right??!
Well I g2g get my stuff ready, cuz I have a domestic Violence class in about a half hour! Bye Bye!
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[30 Mar 2004|05:29pm] |
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Right now, Im trying to think of a new screen name. But I cant. What should it be? I wanted something with Twisted Angel, but like every single one of those is taken. So now I have to think of something else. I also wanna make my journal friends only, and I found this really cute friends only sign thing, but I dont know how to do the stupid shit. RAH! I want it friends only, cuz I hate knowing that people I dont know read my shit, cuz its really none of their business, but Im the same way, I like reading people i see's journals, cuz its kinda funny how people arent how you think. Like ME. No Im not a stuck up bitch :)
I hate having a 2 story house, cuz every time im cooking something, and on the computer, like every 1 minute I have to go downstairs and stir the noodles, cuz it takes me a minute to get there. Maybe cuz Im pretty sore! BECAUSE I WORKED OUT! For the first time in over a year and 3 months! WOO! I only work out like once a year, so hmm. I think Me and Joe are gunna start going to 24 hour fitness! I just have to sign up under my Dads name. I would go to Corys gym, but Corys all smart when it comes to that stuff, and hes all in good shape, and IM NOT, and I dont know SHIT when Im there, I feel like a big loser when I go.
OMG Im so sad! Mr. Burns is moving! NOOO! Mr. Burns is my favorite teacher alive, blahhhrahhh! Seriously he is the funniest teacher/adult I have ever talked to. Even tho I think he kinda might have wanted me, (NO im NOT bragging lol) I still liked him :( Hes gunna go coach basketball in Nebraska, or Kentucky, Or Kansas. I get those 3 states confused, so I dont remember which one.
Yesterday was like friends united day or something. I hung out with Brittney, Kelsi called me, and I saw Joseph for the first time this whole school year! Usually I dont talk to anyone, except at school. Tomorrow me and Kelsi are hanging out, and its fun when we do, cuz we go to different schools, so we have alot to talk about! I just gotta not talk about Cory so much, since hes like my life, and all I think about! Woops I sounded really pathetic there ;)
Well Im gunna go eat my noodles now!
OH GREAT I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE COURT TOMORROW.
NO.
CORY HAS COURT THAT DAY TOO.
BONNIE AND CLYDE BABY.
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[27 Mar 2004|03:24pm] |
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Well last night was VERY nice! Cory and I went to the mall, he bought some SUPPLEMENTS, and I bought a shirt. Then I saw this kindergardener I work with at Boulder Creek, and it was so cute, cuz all of a sudden I hear a little voice say "HI MS. JESSICA!!!" Then I saw her, and me her and her Mom talked for a little bit. I wanna start babysitting the kindergardeners I help out, cuz I know their parents need babysitters, cuz I need some fuckin money! In January, I found a receipt that showed how much was in one of my bank accounts, and there was literally $1,171! Then Last time I took money out, there was -$96.94!! NEGATIVE MONEY. I fuckin OWE the bank money. I spent $1,171 in less than 3 FUCKIN MONTHS. OMG. I hate thinking about that, it makes me wanna go nuts. So anyways, after we saw her, we looked around more, and then went to the carnival that was at the mall, and when we got there, there was this kid throwing up in a trash can and Cory was all "Jessica look he's puking!!" He was like watching him throw up, and I was all WTF CORY. Poor Kid. Then Cory fuckin went to this dart throwing balloon thing, and spent $45 just to get a big stuffed animal, for me. I was kinda mad tho, cuz he just got his paycheck, and he was already literally throwing his money away, when he should be saving it for a freakin car. I think he ended up spending about $130 at the Carnival! GEEZ. It was fun tho. Cory was more scared on the rides then I was, hahahaha. What a dumb ass, IM JK! i love you baby.
Now in about 20 minutes Corys comin over, and were gonna rent a lot of movies, and then probably go to see "Dawn of the Dead" tonight. So its gunna be Movie Marathon day, Omg i cant belive i just wrote that. Hehe.
I havent talked to Kelsi FORVER. So Kelsi, PLEASE call me to hang out! I miss you! Ecspecially at the carnival yesterday, haha remember last years. Well im gunna go put some clothes on.
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[26 Mar 2004|02:37pm] |
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My internet is back! Woot! I havent written in here forever. My internet broke, for some weird reason, and we just got it working yesterday. I still dont really know what to write in here.
Today is Friday, and in about an hour, Cory is coming over! We're gunna go to the mall, and then back to my house, to play X BoX! I stayed home from school today, and I havent done anything but sit around. I need to do some laundry.
I LOVE THIS BOY NAMED MICHAEL CORY PAIGE. He is the greatest thing ever. He makes me laugh, and makes me smile, and makes me feel good, and not too many people can do that. We've been together for only about 3 1/2 months, and it feels like forever! Right now he is suspended for 3 days, FROM ACE! And NO thats not the first time this year, I think he has been suspended from ACE 3 times this year, I mean I could understand if it was Highland, but its ACE! What a Dork. I still love him.
I also got a new cell phone, since I dropped my other one in the toilet. The number is (480) 650-0191. Nobody ever calls me, and its kinda sad. :( Waaaaa.
Well Im gunna go finish putting on my make up. BYE BYE
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[05 Mar 2004|10:17am] |
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Today I stayed home sick once again. I dont even feel that sick, but I do have a sore throat and a bad cough. But I guess I dont feel sick cuz Cory is coming over at about 3:00! Then at 4:30 Im getting my nails done :) Or I mean Im getting a fill, but Im sick of french manicures, so Im getting them polished instead! Woot Woot! The only thing that sucks about today is that my Dads home Blah Whatever tho.
Last night Cory and me got in a big argument. I really love him, but theres just one thing about him, that hurts me. It happens every week, I find out something new. I HATE IT. I mean he hasnt done anything bad to me, its just, I dunno. I guess Its just cuz Im bipolar and take things too seriously. But yeah, theres this friend of his named Rachel, and its weird, cuz like Im plotting all this shit I wanna do to her and her car, but I CAN NOT DO IT. Its hard. Cuz I dunno if its worth going to jail again. NO its not. FUCK NO NOTHINGS WORTH GOING BACK THERE. I think I rather die... Anyways RACHEL hasnt done anything, its just, I flat out hate the whore. If I ever see her tho, I dunno what Ill do, I just hope I dont have a baseball bat with me... RAH!
Well its time for me to go drink some water....
IM THIRSTY
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[02 Mar 2004|02:35pm] |
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I hate my new medications. They have like crazy side effects on me. Like right now Im EXTREMELY weak, and shaky, and also it is messing with my appetite and breathing. Its hard to breathe, and OH YEAH, it also makes me super impatient, and so school goes by SLOW AS HELL.
Well besides the fact that I feel all shitty, Im excited cuz Im hanging out with this bitch I like named Kelsi Jeanne Rigby. Shes hopefully coming to pick me up within the next hour, and what were doing, I dont know! But I dont care! WOOOO! Maybe Souper Salad and her house. WHO KNOWs!
I NEED A HAIR CUT.
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[01 Mar 2004|03:57pm] |
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Well its been a wild week so far... NOT! Well today was pretty fun, cuz we were talkin shit to this freshman drunk ass slanted eye whore named Jackie. Sylvias boyfriend cheated on her with the dumb freshman drunk ass slanted eye whore. Why! Sylvias so damn sexy...
You know whos funny? AREA! U know the mentally challenged arab "tupac" boy. I feel bad 4 him, but he is really cute in a thuggish type of way, hehe. THe other day he was doin the Harlem Shake, and he looked like a bobble head with its eyes rolling back, Oh My God, if only you were there... WOOO. Uhhh YO SHOES....OHHHH!!! Hahahaha Kelsi and La'Sha knows what Im talkin about.
So this weekend I hung out with the ONE AND ONLY..... Michael Cory Paige Oh boy was it fun. I wantd to see Kelsi on Friday, but I didnt have a cell phone, so that didnt go too well. But I miss her and am calling her right now, and Kelsi, when u read this, if u do, call my new cell phone (480)650-0191!! We need to spank k!
Im so in love, and I love it
PEACE NUCCASS
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[26 Feb 2004|08:09pm] |
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Aw Cory! Today was such a nice day. It was a half day, and my baybay came over, and we... had a little fun. I seriously am so crazy about him. It scares me. Now I've gotten to the point, where I almost love him TOO much, and it scares me because everything Ive ever loved, Ive lost, and I CANT lose him. Hes too precious :)
I talked to Gustav online today. It was not the same, I was like, thinking about Cory the whole time. It feels weird, when u think one thing, but another happens. Cuz I use to always say that nobody could ever make me stop loving Gustav, but I dont know, I guess I was wrong, cuz I dont love him like that anymore, Cory turned my heart around, and now its with him.
Well I wonder what Im doing this weekend, I need to go think... NIGHTY!
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[25 Feb 2004|05:43pm] |
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Ouch, my bladder infection has gotten so much worse! Now theres drops of blood coming out, and it KILLS! I hate this shit. Jeeez.
Last night was GREAT! Kelsi and Me went to Souper Salad and then to the mall, and I fuckin blew another $100! I cant stop myself, rahhh! I cant do this anymore, cuz I have NO job. Whatever tho, u only live once, and ur only young once. So then we went to Subway and visited two hot whores, named, LISA AND ERYNN! It was nice, and then Kelsi was like making me pretend to jack off in front of the window, like that one guy did to them, eww freakin dirty.
My little brothers were just talkin about how they were throwin water balloons at some guys house I guess, and then he like tried forcing them into his car to take them to the police station... HAH! That would be so funny OMG. But they didnt go, ahhh man ;) JK!
Theres this cute boy named Cory Paige, who I love so much, and ummm I wish he was with me right now :( I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!
PS-KELSI Im gettin ur icons! HAHAHA! LOVE YAAASSS
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[23 Feb 2004|03:24pm] |
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I hate RASHES! OMG. So when I had a bladder infection, I took this medicine called Cipro and now it gave me a rash on my face and on my chest! It looks like I have acne, but its a rash. I FEEL SO UGLY. I hate this.
Corys Mom can be so mean! I feel bad for my poor baybeeyy! Cory is the sweetest guy I think I have ever met, his heart is like made of Gold! This weekend was our 2 month anniversary! WOO! Yaaa Hoo! It seems like 2 years honestly. He has made me stop thinking about Gustav, which feels so good! I still will always Love Gustav, but now I have someone else to love....thats CORY!!
Friday night was tons of fun! I love my Kelsi Belsi! We went to Tierra's party with her sister Kim, and laughed SO hard at people dancing, and how drunk her sister was, we didn't drink tho... which is good for the next day, cuz hangovers are so NOT fun. I hope me and Kelsi go out again this Friday! Woot!
Well Im gunna go nap now.
GOOD NIGHT
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[20 Feb 2004|11:31am] |
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Yesterday was so nice! Cory came over, we rented some movies, and yeah! haha. My dad was outta town, and just my Mom was home, and my Mom was being cool with us, so it made me pretty happy! My Mom has been literally an ANGEL to me, and its making me happier, cuz she use to not really give a shit before about what I wanted, but now she is totally respecting me and I love it. I hope she doesn't change. Who knows. If she does, I cant NOT be mean, cuz I for sure am NEVER going back to jail...NEVER. I think I rather die.
So today I didnt go to school, cuz I was tired, and just didnt feel like going! Thats suprising that my Mom let me stay home, cuz last time I stayed home, Cory came over, and she found out!
So tonight Im hopefully going out with Kelsi, and its gunna be GREAT!
Well ive got better things to do, BYE!
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| Today was a Better Day |
[17 Feb 2004|09:08pm] |
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Well, today felt so good waking up in my bed, to an alarm clock, not some guard! In my own warm bed, ahhh. Yeah and I was happy to be back to school and all normal again.
After school Kelsi came and got me, and we went to the mall, souper salad, and her house! It was nice, I havent seen any of my friends for a long time, and I do miss it. Kelsi and Me talked about alot, and it made me feel better. I love the dumb ho what can I say. JK.
I miss Cory, TONS! I hate not being able to see him, its not fun at all. I cant belive I fell for someone again, it made me realize how serious my feelings are for him this weekend. It feels gooood.
God what does suck tho, is the fact that I have work tomorrow, and I dont even know if Im going back?! I dont want to cuz Im gunna hear shit ALL day for being gone, and I cant tell them why I wasnt here, cuz I would so be fired, but I only wanna go back so I can see Karen... HOW WEIRD HUH! Rah Im gunna miss her. Man should I go back? AHH! Im so frusturated. Maybe I should...? OHH MAN I HATE THIS SHIT. I dont think IM going back... no wait maybe I should... nooo. AHH FUCK.
Night.
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Wow, after my journal entry yesterday, My Life TOTALLY changed. I just got this crazy rage that jumped out, and costed me more then I even thought about. It was all over a stupid reason that I got mad, I was pissed cuz my Mom wouldnt let Cory come over. So I FREAKED. I literally freaked, and I didnt just get grounded or sent to my room, I got WAY worse.
My Parents are okay with me now, but now there setting up different rules and stuff for me, to make my life better... but rarely allowing me to see cory wont make me much better, you know? God I love this kid.
So now its time for me to go take a 400 question quiz... wish me luck.
I LOVE YOU CORY
I LOVE YOU KELSI
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY
I LOVE YOU CHELSEA
By the way, my Cell phone is gone, so call my house, CORY, please call me, I need to hear you.
BYE
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[15 Feb 2004|12:31pm] |
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Happy Valentines Day yesterday!!
So yesterday I woke up to Cory :) It was nice. Then he made me lunch, and we had some fun, then we went and ate at Olive Garden. WOW was it packed, we had to wait 2 hours to get a freakin table! Jeeeez! But it was fun. While we were waiting, we went to Best Buy, and I bought Kanye West's new CD. Its GREAT.
Im getting so fuckin sick of work. Lately everything I do I get in trouble for it, and its cuz of the stupid tattle tale BITCH CHELSEY! I swear to GOD I am gunna make her life MISERABLE. I hate her. Shes nothing but a LOSER FAT BITCH.
Great I think Im gunna kill my Mom. I called in today and shes not letting Cory come over.... WHAT
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Jewelry worn daily]: A Ring Cory gave me, a necklace gustav gave me, and a ring my Great Grandma gave me when I was little
[Pillow]: A Blue one with Corys Drool on it ;)
[Shoes]: Phat Farm shoes
[Favorite top]: Gettin Lucky in Kentucky
[Favorite bottoms]: American Eagle ones
[Cologne/Perfume]: Passionate Kisses, BCBG-SEXY, Secret 55
[CD in stereo right now]: This is real embarrasing- Britney Spears new one
[Piercings]: Ears! Thats all!
[Hair]: Plain, same color as when I was little, and straight
[What you are wearing now]: Blue Pajama Pants and a PE shirt
[In my mouth]: Nothing
[Inmyhead]: VALENTINES DAY WITH ME BAYBAY
[After this]: BED
[Talking to]: Cory
[The last thing you ate?]: Chips
[Some of your favorite movies]: Here On Earth, Sweet November, Risky Business, Fear
[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: Death
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: Not Really, I belive u can see someone and belive u can fall in love with them eventually
[Do you belive in forgiveness]: yes
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: TIGER
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: Rome, Paris, New York
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: People who like Ugly clothes
[In the last 24 hours, have you]
01. Cried: Yes
02. Bought something: yes
03. Gotten sick: no
04. Sang: yes
05. Eaten: yes
07. Felt stupid: noyes
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no
09. Met someone new: no
10. Moved on: no
11. Talked to an ex: no
12. Missed an ex: yes
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
4. Had a serious talk: yes
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: no
17. Fought with your parent: yes
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes
[Who]
01. Have you known the longest: Ashley
02. Do you argue with the most with: DAD
03. Do you always get along with: Kelsi
04. Is the trustworthiest: Ashley
05. Makes you laugh the most: Joe Perdue, Steven Smith, Dan Wilson
06. Has been there through all the hard times: Ashley and Kelsi
07. Has the coolest parents: KELSI
09. Is the most blunt: Umm Kelsi
10. Is the smartest: Everyone, but me
[Personal]
01. Who is your role model: Carmen Electra, Christina Aguilera, My Great Grandma
02. What is some of your pet peeves: Girls who stare, LYING, exaggeration
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Duh
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yes
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: hahaha yeah but I "got the cops called on me" so it didnt go through
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: Dumper
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. Want someone you don't have right now: yes
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: no
12. Do you want to get married: yes
13. Do you want kids: yes
14. Do you believe in psychics: YEAH cuz i am one
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: yes
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: Um I dont know my toes?? haha
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: LOL
18. Are you happy with you: no
19. Are you happy with your life: no
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: To not be a messed up person, to have a different Dad
Have you...
1. Fallen for your best friend?: no
3. Been rejected?: yes
4. Been in love?: Yes
5. Used someone?: Kinda
6. Been used?: yes
8. Done something you regret?: yes
Who was the last person..
9. You touched?: Karen, ohhh God I am obsessed with her, she works at JCPenny with me hehe
10. You talked to?: Cory
12. You instant messaged?: Cory
14. You had sex with?: Cory
15. You yelled at?: Cory
16. You laughed with?: Dan on the internet...
albinowonder123: i miss you so much in first hour
albinowonder123: sometimes i fondle your desk and think about you
xoFaiRyDusteRox: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA )OMG OMG OMG OMG
17. Who broke your heart?: Gustav
Do you..
19. Color your hair?: no
20. Have tattoos?: no
21. Have piercings?: yes
22. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
23. Own a webcam? yno
24. Own a thong? yes lol
25. Ever get off the damn computer? yep
27. Habla espanol? yes a cuuu me hahah
28. Quack? Quack
Have you / do you / are you...
29. Stolen anything? Have
30. Smoke? I have before not that great
32. Obsessive? VERY
33. Compulsive? according to my mama yeaaah
34. Obsessive compulsive? I just told u
35. Panic? yes
36. Anxiety? yes
37. Depressed? yes
38. Suicidal? no
39. Obsessed with hate? yes
40. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? yes
*Questions*
41. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? With Cory, laying on the beach :)
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body? Yeah i cant explain it but its with my arms
43. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? Mouth
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: yes
45. Would you marry for money?: well yeah, but I dont know
46. Have you had braces?: yes
47. Do you pluck your eyebrows? yes
48. Do you like hairy backs? no
50. Could you live without a computer?: lol no
51. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc: yes
52. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: Who gives a shit
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: The 40's with Al Capone...oh boy
54. Do you wear white socks?: Yah
55. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: off
56. Your favorite fruit?: Cherries
57. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: white
58. What is your favorite place to visit?: Las Vegas, and the Beach in CALI
59. What is the last movie you saw?: Risky Business, huh cory hehe
61. Are you photogenic?: FUCK NO
62. Do you dream in color or black and white?: Color, thats a crazy question right there
63. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: yeah
64. Is it chipped or fresh?: chipped and im biting them right now
65. Do you have any dimples? no
66. Do you remember being born?: yes, I remember when I came out of my Mom.... WTF!?!
67. Why do you take surveys?: It's fun
68. Do you drink alcohol? Not really, Ive only been drunk once
69. Did you like or do you like high school?: It's okay
70. What is the best accent? Russian
71. Who do you want to kiss? CoRy!
72. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunsets
73. Do you want to live to be 100?: No, only if my lover is still with me
74. Is a flat stomach important to you?: Yeah kinda
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? yeah and i am scared of them
76. Are you loyal?: yes
77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: kinda
78. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: OFFFF
79. Do you like your nose?: it looks like an elfs nose
80. Do you think you can draw well?: Yah not
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real? I dont know, but that was one of the most depressing days of my life
82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: 10?
83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety? Same, I like being comfortable
84. Do you write poetry?: yes
85. Snore?: no
86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: stomach
87. Cats/Dogs?: dogs
88. Do you lick stamps?: ohhhh yessss
89. Do you use an electric can opener?: sometimes
90. Have you ridden in a hotair balloon?: no
here we go...
Like your name?: Kinda
Were you named after anyone?: no
Do you wish on stars?: yea
Which finger is your favorite?: The middle one
When did you last cry?: Today
Do you like your handwriting?: in a way
Who do you admire: Carmen Electra
What is your favorite animal?: Tigers
If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?: Yeah Im so fun
Are you a daredevil?: Yeah, late at night right coryyyy! ehhe
Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?: yeah lol i dont anymore tho
Have you ever stolen anything? yes
Do looks matter? in a way, there has to be some sort of attraction
Have you ever miss used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: yes
Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: i hope so, ill find out someday huh
Are you trendy?: Sortttofff
How do you release anger?: I'll never tell...
Do you trust others easily?: NOOOO
What was your favorite toy as a child?: Barbies and Ninja Turtles, I use to make them have sex...
Do you like sappy love songs?: yes
Have you ever been on radio or television?: one time i was on the news walking in the backround it was neat
Do you have a journal?: yes
Do you use sarcasm a lot? yes
Have you ever been in another country? no
What is your nickname?: Messy, Turn N Blow, Turn Ho, Turn Boner, Jiz, Yessy, Hunny Bunny, Mathematician (haha)
Would you bungee jump?: yes
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: no
Do you ever wear overalls?: no
Do you think you are strong?: FUCK YES
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